Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.
Really cringing at my younger self..
And yet….I still loved it
So, I guess I’m cringing at my older self too.
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason. …And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire
When Bella gets a paper cut during her birthday, she (in typical ridiculously unstable fashion) slices her arm open and stuffs it with glass. She becomes surrounded by seven thirsty vampires.
While she manages to make it out alive, Edward is horrifiedby what his family has the potential to do. (How is this a surprise?) (They’re bloody vampires.)
Edward does the sensible thing and completely erases himself from her life. Bella does the sensible thing and completely erases her mind.
She throws herself into this weird fugue state for the first few chapters.
I honestly have no idea how to live without you.
Codependency for the win.
Seriously, their relationship is so messed up when I think about it. 100 year old man, 18 year old girl. I mean technicallyit isn’t statuary but give Edward a few wrinkles and a stooped walk…and this book would be giving off a whole different vibe.
Looking back now, I don’t understand how I was Team Edward for this book. Poor Jacob did all that work with healing Bella only to get thrown aside as soon as a little sparkle dances her way.
I remember my sixteen year old self absolutely crying when Bella goes into the fugue state after Edward leaves and bawling again when he came back. I kept thinking, “This is TRUE love.”
Woah, Nelly. At least I don’t feel the same now…right?
The 2018 PopSugar Reading Challenge – An allegory
The girl voices (done by Ilyana Kadushin) were alright but her version of male voices were rather terrible. Picture a girl with the scratchy-cold voice. That’s every guy in the book. Sigh.